Found this. Try this link
https://hizomanga.net/serie/forgotten-fields/
Actually, to me death is her salvation or some sorts(I ain't saying I want her to die TT) , It's heartbreaking seeing her suffer being alive where her hopes are crushed everytime like gurl, she's being tormented by this bitches. While I do want her to stay alive and for her to get her revenge but she's weak terribly weak but she's resilient that's why I like her, if only some god-like blessing descended on her and cut those bitches heads for all I care.
P.S: Welp if she revives I hope she get some God-like skills to turn the table around.
If you dont mind more spoilers then
After her death they try to marry the ml to the first princess his sister but he refuse seeing how they in the fl funeral they propose tge engagement after the prince bad mouthing the fl finally and for the first time the ml actually hit the prince to the point that he was struggling to breath but since the ml has a seal on him because of the late empress that he must always protects the first prince and princess so when he hit the first prince the ml gets back the damage double of it then he loses consciousness and thats was the end of the lastest chapter of the novel just to be clear he has never showed any emotion towards the fl till the very end since he doesn’t feel anything about his feelings he doesn’t know whats the meaning of love
Another events in the novel that made me actually real hate him was before the wedding in the next chapters of the manhwa you will know but if you don’t mind spoilers read it
Her mother will send a spy on her so the spy spread a liquid near the fl that makes the monsters follow it then they have a miserable fate many died during this the ml was just as could he put the fl in a save place out of duty and then went back to fight but the fl was so sacred and worried about the ml that she wanted him to stay with her and leave the fight to his men but he didn’t listen and ignored her so she follow him and calling for him to stay safe away from the monster as he notices her the first princess shows up as well so he had to protect only one of it and since the first princess was about to get attacked by the monster he hold her and run off to keep her safe leaving the fl alone with the monster to get attacked by it then as the monster hold the fl it fall from a hill and rocks got on them making the monster unable to move and the rocks to crush out the fl legs to the point of unrecognisable he didn’t save her but she still tell herself even though she is crushing under the rock that he will come to save her but then after he make sure the first princess is save he finally tries to search for her even tho the first prince disapproves but he told him its his duty to save the fl since she is a princess and when he finds her he stay cold as usual and doesn’t even tries to help he stayed like a rock no reaction the one who saved her was actually the guards that were with him even though she was calling his name and cries infront of him while being crushed by the rock he just said one short line during this all and didn’t even help her (there’s more events he did put her in his room out of guilt but still that was bare minimum)

As soon as i read the chapters i went to read the novel cause bro i cant wait for this to be better but even as j reac the novel and get to the mid of the chapters its still just as bad no much process so im confused and as i read the spoiler of the lastest novel chapter the fl dies and they want the ml to marry the first princess again even tho he hasn’t even know his feelings for the fl she did unloved till the end bro.. its so had i don’t even know why would this be even a manhwa adaptation and from spoon she really deserves a better work than this.. anyways i still have some hops the fl will come back to life idk how but i hope so..