I'm into toxic relationship/personality sometimes too (in some circumstances) but if only the MC has a likeable personality (not necessarily angel-like kind, even brats are acceptable for me). It's really unfortunate for me that the MC in here is pissing me off because of his personality especially towards the boy his "crush" like.
Inner monologue shows his true color and I feel bad for the small one because he was being bullied already.
Yeah unfortunately Taesan never gets a proper treatment in the novel. Even in the end he doesn’t get to go to college because he was too busy being bullied and harassed by Junwoo.
As for Jun, I like that he’s unlikable and not a typical BL MC. He’s selfish, flawed and twisted. He’s a coward and a hypocrite. And following his narration makes it seem like high school is a survival zone from Hunger Games lmao

Just read until chapter 3, should I continue? Cause the MC is so fucked up, annoying and has a bad personality. First MC I actually hated this much.
Will this get better?