The fact that I am frustrated and engaged is a sign on how well it is drawn and how good the story is being told. It's just that I don't think I can handle so much toxicity hahaha. Especially since having some sort of redemption or happy ending doesn't seem so far, and with how the novel is progressing, to be a possibility. You have to read it having in mind that it is a tragic story

Is this dude the ML I need to know so I can drop he's already unredeemable in my eyes. Indifference also harms people he's also just emotionless kinda feels like a gacha life story mc