he's not even that bad, he looks like some naive character who cried a lot, but he's not even that nakyum bad. he can stand up for himself. and not that childish. and even after the last chapter, the relationship is not even mainly about sex. which kind of rare for a manga and bl. the ml is yes way older, but he's actually a decent person. i don't say that you should read it. but just wanna clarify it to you that the mc is not that bad. if you like nakyum, you should have no problem with this mc. but if you hate nakyum too then i understand the irk you feel.
Yeah I know he aint even that bad... which honestly adds to my confusion... xD It's one of those where you just dislike the character even when he's not dislikeable... sure I'm tired of whiny, helpless and naive/innocent bottoms... but not to the point of dropping something I started... that's why I'm genuinely baffled by how irked I felt...
But yeah... not hating on the comic or character, just... it was really not my cup of tea to a confusing degree...
I couldn't bring myself to finish even the first chapter... I usually don't mind reading some short yaoi in a lighthearted way just for the sake of reading something short... and I don't even mind how explicit it is as long as it ain't too grapey or red flaggish... and top seemed to look good but... there was just... something so off-putting about the bottom... idek what exactly... maybe the combo "I just look too young" + "I'm just a shy shy shy naive romantic boy"... somehow he's appalling... honestly... I've seen dumpster fire level characters that didn't irk me as much... and I don't even understand fully why...
I didn't even manage to skip to the last chapter to finish from how much I disliked it...