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Ugh

Cruchy_rollers May 9, 2026 8:28 am

Im genuinely so irritated. How come for every bottom masochist story Ive ever read, the author either writes it like the masochism is a problem and has a seme that isnt into it so it’s just boring old vanilla shit, or the whole thing revolves around bdsm and sex, but mostly just stuff super tame. The ONLY time I have read an S&M yaoi close to what I want or how it should be, it was just rape and kidnapping. Im so tired of this nobody can get this trope down, and the only good shit I read is fics on ao3 of a ship. Why can’t I get any actually yaoi where theres an actual masochist who wants to be in pain and an actual sadist who wants to inflict pain. Is that so hard to do???

Responses
    Falconfeed May 10, 2026 4:01 pm

    Have you read Junai drop out? Its really good imo

    Falconfeed May 10, 2026 4:11 pm

    also Kabukichou Bad Trip, its an all time fav of mine I really recommend it

    Cruchy_rollers May 10, 2026 11:18 pm
    also Kabukichou Bad Trip, its an all time fav of mine I really recommend it Falconfeed

    Yeah Ive read both of these but they’re not rlly what I’m looking for :(

    Swan May 13, 2026 1:47 pm

    The Full Volume webtoon?

    Cruchy_rollers May 15, 2026 9:13 pm
    The Full Volume webtoon? Swan

    Are you fucking with me right now

    Swan May 16, 2026 3:16 am
    Are you fucking with me right now Cruchy_rollers

    I dont fuck

    Peerless Strawberry June 15, 2026 10:40 am
    I dont fuck Swan

    What does this mean I’m crying