Im genuinely so irritated. How come for every bottom masochist story Ive ever read, the author either writes it like the masochism is a problem and has a seme that isnt into it so it’s just boring old vanilla shit, or the whole thing revolves around bdsm and sex, but mostly just stuff super tame. The ONLY time I have read an S&M yaoi close to what I want or how it should be, it was just rape and kidnapping. Im so tired of this nobody can get this trope down, and the only good shit I read is fics on ao3 of a ship. Why can’t I get any actually yaoi where theres an actual masochist who wants to be in pain and an actual sadist who wants to inflict pain. Is that so hard to do???
Im genuinely so irritated. How come for every bottom masochist story Ive ever read, the author either writes it like the masochism is a problem and has a seme that isnt into it so it’s just boring old vanilla shit, or the whole thing revolves around bdsm and sex, but mostly just stuff super tame. The ONLY time I have read an S&M yaoi close to what I want or how it should be, it was just rape and kidnapping. Im so tired of this nobody can get this trope down, and the only good shit I read is fics on ao3 of a ship. Why can’t I get any actually yaoi where theres an actual masochist who wants to be in pain and an actual sadist who wants to inflict pain. Is that so hard to do???