Sorry, guys! During system maintenance, some functions like comment are unavailable.

Not for the faint of heart

Nanarie May 14, 2026 10:35 am

The novel is honestly heartbreaking, tragic and traumatizing to both the FL and ML. The morals are grey at some points of the story so if you're uncomfortable with topics like rape/dubcon, miscarriage, physical and mental trauma or ED then you might wanna sit this one out. All of the highs end in devastating lows. The slow burn is so slow that I am unsure whether it'll get reignited ever again. The main characters have a lot of chemistry but there's so much things left unsaid between them it's crazy. There's a lot of frustration if you're a reader but personally I find their tragic story worth reading. If you have any questions feel free to ask!

Responses
    axe May 14, 2026 12:07 pm

    where can I read the novel??

    Dirtymeow May 14, 2026 12:18 pm

    Hii where can i read the novel for free? i finished up to chapter 71 and now I’m stuck cause I’m broke

    Lienne May 14, 2026 12:29 pm

    Is it a happy ending? Please say yes

    Nanarie May 14, 2026 12:50 pm
    where can I read the novel?? axe

    I personally read on kakao using a translator. it's pretty cheap on there tbh. but i have seen someone in the comments on here sharing a link to a site where you can read everything for free. It's in Arabic so you'd need to translate it if you don't know that language tho.

    Nanarie May 14, 2026 12:56 pm
    Is it a happy ending? Please say yes Lienne

    The novel is still ongoing and so far it's not looking good in terms of a happy ending. The author might still surprise us I guess? But after what happened in the latest chapters it will be hard to do

    Nene May 14, 2026 1:47 pm
    The novel is still ongoing and so far it's not looking good in terms of a happy ending. The author might still surprise us I guess? But after what happened in the latest chapters it will be hard to do Nanarie

    Do you already read the novel? Where did you read it? Does it have pdf???

    Nanarie May 14, 2026 3:06 pm
    Do you already read the novel? Where did you read it? Does it have pdf??? Nene

    I'm reading on kakao page which is the original site where the chapters get uploaded. I use machine translation so it's not 100% accurate but it keeps making the same mistakes so it's easy to figure out what's going on. The fee to read on there isn't that big and you get a free chapter pass every few hours so I recommend that! But I did see someone in the comments here share a link to some site where they consistently update new chapters but it's in Arabic so unless you speak that language you will have to use some translation tool too.

    S12211 May 14, 2026 4:38 pm
    Hii where can i read the novel for free? i finished up to chapter 71 and now I’m stuck cause I’m broke Dirtymeow

    You can read past ch 73 here, everything is in Arabic at first but the site has a translator installed in the site so everything becomes English including the chapters

    https://hizomanga.net/serie/forgotten-fields/

    hibarichoo May 14, 2026 5:01 pm

    Rape??? And ed?(hope it's the prince) pls give me spoilers

    Nanarie May 14, 2026 9:40 pm
    Rape??? And ed?(hope it's the prince) pls give me spoilers hibarichoo

    Rape/dubcon cause Thalia almost gets assaulted multiple times + she coerces/talks Barkas into their first time under the pressure from her mother and the whole scene is just extra painful to read since she is forcing herself to do it too. He agrees to having sex in the end but it's uncomfortable nonetheless. ED (eating disorder) cause of Thalia's relationship with food and how she refuses to eat after certain events. Idk how detailed you want the spoilers to be so I'm deliberately leaving things out

    Dirtymeow May 15, 2026 4:51 am
    You can read past ch 73 here, everything is in Arabic at first but the site has a translator installed in the site so everything becomes English including the chaptershttps://hizomanga.net/serie/forgotten-field... S12211

    It keeps redirecting me to a lot of random sitess thoo