People always talking about the Bj mostly to demonize Juhyeok and point out that he is also a bad person but seriously that was the most gut wrenching and morally gray moment in the entire series because from the start of the series Su-ah never really cared for Juhyeok consent all that much. He said he would stop but the moment he got it. He doesn't. Which he displayed in that chapter as well when he hug Juhyeok without hearing out first and threw him on the bed. We know he has feeling for Juhyeok but how he goes about it in trying to woo him is wrong. Juhyeok who also knew that su-ah likes him was feeling guilty because
1. He knew that he was going to go to Japan for 2 month 2. He thought that su-ah would freak out or be devastated hearing that 3. Although he made it clear to su-ah that the arrangements is not gonna lead to anything, he still knew that su-ah who cries every second saying he love him had feeling for him which was why he try to let su-ah down slowly on that chapter and in turn su-ah got ahead and think "hey.. it's working.." 4. He took su-ah on what it feels like almost a date because he is scared that su-ah would be upset that he would refused to help Juhyeok.
And Juhyeok plan backfired. Su-ah feeling hurt is sort of valid but
1. He got ahead of himself. Without hearing Juhyeok out and try to get freaky the moment they got to that room. 2. Su-ah wouldn't have stopped if it hadn't hit him that the sweet moment that they had before that and what seem like they were getting closer again wasn't actually that because Juhyeok just wanted his cum. He is so hurt by that which we can see a valid because he has feeling for Juhyeok.
Now the scenes after is the morally complex and hard to read scene because Juhyeok was acting out of desperation. He is on his knees panicking because what is he gonna do? Su-ah is the one who scented him and su-ah agreed to this arrangement. He needs su-ah so that his body would function normally, so that he wouldn't be dizzy so that he can go to Japan for his training. He has been scented for years and immediately aftward he realized that he fucked up because his actions had let Su-ah on even tho it wasn't really his intentions and he stopped.
They were both wrong in that scene because his action did misled su-ah but you need to understand that Juhyeok's actions is from how he has been in this dynamic with su-ah which he is literally at su-ah mercy in having his body functions normally.
And su-ah was also in the wrong because he assumed intimacy with Juhyeok immediately without hearing Juhyeok out first and since the beginning of the series if that man hadn't got hit with reality he wouldn't have given Juhyeok the option to stop like how he would leak his pheromones into Juhyeok apartment and said he'll only touch Juhyeok dick to help him with his heat but he gets over in his head and go further like rubbing his dick under Juhyeok ass, sniffing Juhyeok's ass , fingering it and etc but we as readers could understand that he felt hurt in that moment
Like su-ah did a lot of horrendous shit toward Juhyeok but toward that chapter and this scene both were partly at fault. So stop using that scene to dehumanize Juhyeok because they were both at fault at that very moment
People always talking about the Bj mostly to demonize Juhyeok and point out that he is also a bad person but seriously that was the most gut wrenching and morally gray moment in the entire series because from the start of the series Su-ah never really cared for Juhyeok consent all that much. He said he would stop but the moment he got it. He doesn't. Which he displayed in that chapter as well when he hug Juhyeok without hearing out first and threw him on the bed. We know he has feeling for Juhyeok but how he goes about it in trying to woo him is wrong. Juhyeok who also knew that su-ah likes him was feeling guilty because
1. He knew that he was going to go to Japan for 2 month
2. He thought that su-ah would freak out or be devastated hearing that
3. Although he made it clear to su-ah that the arrangements is not gonna lead to anything, he still knew that su-ah who cries every second saying he love him had feeling for him which was why he try to let su-ah down slowly on that chapter and in turn su-ah got ahead and think "hey.. it's working.."
4. He took su-ah on what it feels like almost a date because he is scared that su-ah would be upset that he would refused to help Juhyeok.
And Juhyeok plan backfired. Su-ah feeling hurt is sort of valid but
1. He got ahead of himself. Without hearing Juhyeok out and try to get freaky the moment they got to that room.
2. Su-ah wouldn't have stopped if it hadn't hit him that the sweet moment that they had before that and what seem like they were getting closer again wasn't actually that because Juhyeok just wanted his cum. He is so hurt by that which we can see a valid because he has feeling for Juhyeok.
Now the scenes after is the morally complex and hard to read scene because
Juhyeok was acting out of desperation. He is on his knees panicking because what is he gonna do? Su-ah is the one who scented him and su-ah agreed to this arrangement. He needs su-ah so that his body would function normally, so that he wouldn't be dizzy so that he can go to Japan for his training. He has been scented for years and immediately aftward he realized that he fucked up because his actions had let Su-ah on even tho it wasn't really his intentions and he stopped.
They were both wrong in that scene because his action did misled su-ah but you need to understand that Juhyeok's actions is from how he has been in this dynamic with su-ah which he is literally at su-ah mercy in having his body functions normally.
And su-ah was also in the wrong because he assumed intimacy with Juhyeok immediately without hearing Juhyeok out first and since the beginning of the series if that man hadn't got hit with reality he wouldn't have given Juhyeok the option to stop like how he would leak his pheromones into Juhyeok apartment and said he'll only touch Juhyeok dick to help him with his heat but he gets over in his head and go further like rubbing his dick under Juhyeok ass, sniffing Juhyeok's ass , fingering it and etc but we as readers could understand that he felt hurt in that moment
Like su-ah did a lot of horrendous shit toward Juhyeok but toward that chapter and this scene both were partly at fault. So stop using that scene to dehumanize Juhyeok because they were both at fault at that very moment