Responses
Have you tried to my weirdo? Very triggering cause the Mc is highly suicidal with multiple suicide attempts throughout the story
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/death_delayed_for_a_short_time_because_of_the_will/
(The link above is the GOLD standard. Its SO good)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_trace_of_the_wonder/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_hero_wants_to_die/
These are the ones that I could remember off the top of my head
I need recommendations for suicidal yaoi except for waterside night... I wanna cryyy my eyes out thenk youuuuuu ╥﹏╥