Maybe start with make up hehe, a lipstick, blush, eyeliner, and all the shebangs. Then maybe dresses or a wig, stoxkings are sexy.. but ultimately whichever you think you'll find yourself more beautiful!
Start small if it's hard, one step, one day at a time (like the previous reply, small makeup, adding up everyday, wig, etc), and search a community near you if you can ? You'd be beautiful in any ways, small or big. Enjoy your life to the fullest and take care of yourself !
I wanna do drag so bad, but I honestly don’t even know where to start ;o;