It’s time to say goodbye

I'm so glad I read this. I've been meaning to do the same because the escapism is so bad that I've completely isolated myself and my social interactions have been far less. And whenever I don't have any good reads it always feels like my life is falling apart untill I find the next good one.... It's like craving the next hit. I'm at a time in my life where I should prioritize building a good foundation for my future and working on my dreams but I haven't gotten anything done for a good minute. This feels like my wake up call do thanks so much (灬º‿º灬)♡

I'm so glad I read this. I've been meaning to do the same because the escapism is so bad that I've completely isolated myself and my social interactions have been far less. And whenever I don't have any good reads it always feels like my life is falling apart untill I find the next good one.... It's like craving the next hit. I'm at a time in my life where I should prioritize building a good foundation for my future and working on my dreams but I haven't gotten anything done for a good minute. This feels like my wake up call so thanks so much (灬º‿º灬)♡

I wish I have your courage and will. I always want to stop lying in bed and reading since its taking my day. But in the end, I could just lay in my bed and day dream while reading.

I recently read an essay that mostly talked about how our lives will never change unless we decide to change, I don't understand the circumstances that compel you to remain in bed all day.... I've been there many an occasion, but unless you do something today your circumstances will be the same tomorrow.

I always tell myself it's not that serious.... That everyone has to walk different paths and whatnots(many excuses) I do have some heavy stuff I carry around but so does everyone else.... My friend group are miles ahead of me (we started out the same)... They made me realize that even though my life is on pause, everyone else is still moving and self pity won't help me get anywhere.... If I truly want to be genuinely happy, I have to actually build a life that makes me happy

I think I feel you on so many level. Im also falling behind, but what I couldnt do is take a step forward. And here I am withering away my youth. Although Im fully aware of my situation, Its really hard to move from where I am. I hope this will get better fo you.

Thank you. I hope things get better for you too.... Don't give up on yourself.... Baby steps. I've heard all sorts of advice and motivational quotes and helpful advice before and I knew just how bad my situation was before but I just couldn't get myself to get moving (despite completely understanding the effects my actions have) . At some point I was trying really hard but the burst of strength always dissipated within a couple days and I was where I was before only worse because I just felt more hopless and nonchalant because I just proved how incapable of change I was . Either way .... I think someday you may find the courage in yourself to change your situation and don't forget to take it and see it through.im rooting for you ( ꈍᴗꈍ). Only you can do this for you

I also think that you should know that you matter, and you make a difference. I often felt like the world is so big and in this day and age me not existing wouldn't make much of a difference. I knew that I loved myself and I wanted the best for myself and it's not that I was suicidal or anything but I often felt that if I had a Gini, I would wish that I disappear and that I painless never existed. Every once in a while when I was in a car I'd wish it would get in an accident and I instantly died and then all my problems would go away and I wouldn't have to be alive and do anything....... It was so much darker than that ,sigh ..... I'm not a nelson mandela but I still make a difference to my loved ones and I matter so I'll hold on to that and make the most of my life