Hope you're okay. You should talk to someone you trust about it. This could lead to you being in a very dangerous situation. Sorry I'm not of much help, but there's only so much you can do through a screen.
Lmao same. It barely did anything, and I honestly don't know why I did it.
I am sorry love youve been feeling this way, please talk to a professional if you have the ressources <3 if not do talk to chatgpt (i know it sounds weird) but it does help, online are also many free options you can use to get help
everytime something's happens i feel like cutting my wrist, i never did but i always get the urge of it. I did cut once but it wasn't deep and didn't leave any marks. its weird right