This makes me wonder if I can be a parent too

I live in a conservative country who has issues even with hetero love marriages so yeah a lesbian relationship is just out of question. I always wonder if I'll ever come out to my parents or even live a life that I want to live. Do I have to hide it till the the day I die? What kind of life awaits me... Thse questions keep popping in my mind. Reading these mangas with queer couples dealings with society and still being true to themselves, gives me some strength in way that one day I can get enough courage as well