Does this get better?

I remember reading this a while back but the plot made no sense after the MC abandoned his brother (or like his fake brother???) I jump back in and it’s like MC character regressed to whatever it is now… Also what the heck is going on with the ML? Is there anywhere I could read the novel? Is it even worth it? Does this have a decent ending? I remember the first 20 or so chapters being so good the MC had so much potential to be truly complex.