Help find BL mahnwa plzzzz

Trying to find BL mahnwa set in highschool that has a time skip around season 2. MC(small and shy looking, blackish hair I think)falls for the popular boy ML(tall, brown hair and eyes, secretly poor and doesn't have parents) he falls for him back, messy forbidden relationship stuff happens, MCs dad is abusive and in a turn of events dies in a car accident, ML moves away and there is a time jump to them as adults around season 2.

MC has a relationship with some other guy who we see after the time skip and it picks up again with MC bumping into him at a business meeting and hates him. MC has been following ML on social media and knows he runs a restaurant they just so happen to be at, ML sees MC and recognises him from afar.

That's as far as I can remember, I lost it from my reading list after the history deletion thing and haven't been able to find it since. Heeeelp. Might be misremembering some parts.