ultimately, its just so frustrating and disheartening how uke’s boundaries across the majority of bl stories are ignored or pushed aside while the seme’s boundaries get the upmost respect. Im so sick and tired of feeling like im being “too sensitive” or “annoying” wanting equal treatment from writers between ukes and semes. no matter the build, no matter the personality, its clear that being the one who’s fucked makes you the lesser (whether that be real life or bl)

the fist half is utter SEX COECER RAPIST APOLOGIST BULLSHIT. IT SO FUCKING PISSES ME OFF HOW THE UKE IS LABELED AS AN ASSHOLE FOR ASSUMING FUCK BUDDIES WHEN THE SEME LITERALLY FORCED HIM INTO CONTINUOUS SEX IN THE FIRST PLACE. oh and lets not FUCKING FORGET THE LITERAL SOMNOPHILIA. The uke is literally a fucking victim but anyways, and the bs thing is the author is aware of everything i previously stated. kink bullshit SLOP read for the first half.
anyways rereading it and it got me riled up, tho i do remember the second half being cutesy but across my years of bl reading ive become to woke-joshi to look past a beginning like this one, ESPECIALLY when its not even marketed as toxic. literally wolf in sheeps clothing type fucking story