Is it only me that doesnt feel anything? Like I dont feel anything for their so called ”...

Is it only me that doesnt feel anything? Like I dont feel anything for their so called ”love”. Like why does Jk love kd? And why does kd love jk? It feels so weird tbh. It feels rushed and it does not feel genuine. Maybe its also because I feel like kd is a very unlikable and flat character. He has almost zero personality. Hes a people pleaser with no backbone or self respect and the only thing you feel is feeling sorry for him. And jk is just an ass that somehow in just a few chapters turned soft? I get that kd is the opposite of him and he needs that but idk it all just feels very rushed and I just dont feel anything for their love. Less than I thought I would at least.