the top is pretty abusive at the beginning. he acts like a trash and is really aggressive. but "magically" he falls in love and become a sweetheart. I read it like 4 years ago as a teenager and loved it, now it's just embarrassing. if you're into this type of character change then you'll enjoy, but it'll be unpleasant at first. some scenes even felt like sa...
Re-read this for the nth time
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For me, there's only one instance that MC was so embarrassing and that's when he was drunk and did something stupid. Like in real life when you feel embarrassed the next day about something you did while drunk.
Overall mc is just an easily shy type of person but definitely not the embarrassing type.
Highly recommended, ML is traumatized by his first bf so it justifies his action towards the MC but when he realized he also love the MC he turned into a green forest. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
There isn't anything grape or forced, just the typical ML emotionally hurting MC cause of trauma and choosing his live streaming over him cause he hasn't realized his feeling yet.
What I like is the decisiveness of the MC to move on when he realized it's time to leave. It's like the breakup in real life where the dumped one got over it quickly and glows up while the one who dumped started to realize sht and became the one who can't let go instead. (≧∀≦)

Planning to read it but I saw a post that the mc is embarrassing type of shi?! Like is it worth it?! Don't wanna waste my time on reading somethin that is shi?!