Feel the same way, it was definitely a hard read, but the level of emotions and communication... that was needed, it was in a hard way, but just talking didn't work for them, they need to cross the line to connect again, and I'm surprised that people expected this chapter to be lovely dovely when they are still in that fighting phase... having now lovely sex would be totally ooc at this moment, it may be uncomfortable, but it suits their current mindsets, Juheon is trying to push Dohu away, and Dohu is trying to reach out to him, we are not done yet with this fight
yes exactly!! that was amazingly put
i feel like it really captures all that angst bw them and also makes them both really vulnerable in ways that they can never be while just talking!! the author is so good at making these characters complex and interesting