bro PLEASE go back and reread cause i’m not gonna keep coming back here to hold your hand and explain every detail that you’re getting wrong. he saw his condition FIRST, it literally woke him up. he saw the ghost had him already (was wrapped around his neck and possessing him), “with the ghost possessing him, he probably won’t wake up,” and then assessed it which WAS EXPLAINED to us why he has to go that route —> the stronger the physical contact, the better it is since this is a stronger ghost so things like hitting and kissing won’t work cause it’s so strong. he could die or never come back from the possession, so it’s not a matter of comfortability but survival for the ml. mc literally doesn’t want to do it and would prefer hitting him which is literally what he says
once again, please get better reading and comprehension skills cause you’re either a child or just lack the education.

him pretending he’s not enjoying it is actually so irritating. “die you bastard” saying it while spreading his asshole. just annoying. he could have just waited till morning to tell him about it