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Chapter 88

PixieFairyDust May 24, 2026 2:41 pm

1. Why is it censored? It used to be uncensored before? (/TДT)/
2. Juheon said that it’s been 5 times including today but it hasn’t? Dohu asked for them to date / have sex 5 times but they have neither dated or had sex before this chapter so wth is Juheon talking about? ( ̄へ ̄)

This chapter feels both very confusing and rushed, like I’ve missed several chapters when I haven’t but this new season feels very inconsistent overall compared to previous seasons.

On one hand, Juheon is acting vile on purpose to scare / push Dohu away to keep him safe from his aunt but on the other hand, whenever he’s had alone time and inner monologues, he’s said that he doesn’t like or trust Dohu anymore because what they had is tainted. I think the author needed to have a longer hiatus and fully recovered before resuming this cuz this is just not it.

Responses
    Saphir May 24, 2026 2:08 pm

    It’s a bet , dohu said he gonna make him his trough those five time and Juheon said if he doesn’t happen they will never meet again…so it’s a bet

    PixieFairyDust May 24, 2026 2:11 pm
    It’s a bet , dohu said he gonna make him his trough those five time and Juheon said if he doesn’t happen they will never meet again…so it’s a bet Saphir

    Yes exactly but it hasn’t been 5 times including today like Juheon said?

    Saphir May 24, 2026 2:16 pm
    Yes exactly but it hasn’t been 5 times including today like Juheon said? PixieFairyDust

    MirderSheWrote May 24, 2026 8:04 pm

    1) This is an unofficial translation of the Korean Raws and they have stricter censorship laws over there so that's why it is censored. The official English chapter won't be.

    2) It's just a confusing translation but Juheon is saying that this encounter counts as the first of the 5 and it's not a freebie. He doesn't mean the 5 dates have happened already.

    I agree the vibe is off. I get that he wants to scare him away so he won't be in danger or whatever but this dub con/non con stuff seems a step too far. He loves that man, even if he's conflicted, so hurting him this way seems like something he wouldn't do. And I'm sure once it's done Dohu will still be wanting to treat his wounds and give him first aid which will make it hurt even more for me. Juheon needs to realize Dohu is on the spectrum and he may not know how to show his emotions or act the way a normal boyfriend does, but when he shows up with bandages even after you yelled at him for getting involved, he is screaming I LOVE YOU as loud as he can, you just aren't listening!

    PixieFairyDust May 25, 2026 10:43 am
    1) This is an unofficial translation of the Korean Raws and they have stricter censorship laws over there so that's why it is censored. The official English chapter won't be.2) It's just a confusing translation... MirderSheWrote

    OH! It’s the unofficial version! I thought it was the official version! So that’s why it was both uncensored and some of the text bubbles sounded too confusing for me, thank you sm for clarifying that for me! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    Yeah, I agree. I understand that Juheon has his guard up and can’t trust people, that he’s very traumatized and lonely, I get that! But at the same time, when it comes to Dohu I feel like he’s overreacting and taking out all his frustrations he couldn’t take out on others in his life on Dohu because he was the closest and easiest target. I get that Juheon felt used but what Dohu did really wasn’t bad, he’s a writer, writers don’t come up with characters and stories out of the blue, they use real life people, sceneries and events as material. Juheon was his muse and because of that he fell for him, that’s the highest compliment. And eventho he’s treating him like absolute garbage he’s still there for him. We could argue that Dohu acould’ve asked for permission, but how many writers and artists actually do that? Not saying it makes it more right but what Dohu did is really not as bad as what the others in Juheon’s life have done. He really is overreacting and being too shitty, so much so that I’ve started to dislike him and feel like he’s unredeemable. Idk. ╥﹏╥

    MirderSheWrote May 25, 2026 3:36 pm
    OH! It’s the unofficial version! I thought it was the official version! So that’s why it was both uncensored and some of the text bubbles sounded too confusing for me, thank you sm for clarifying that for m... PixieFairyDust

    I agree what Dohu did really wasn't that awful, I think Juheon is so bothered by it because he thinks everything between them was completely made up and he feels played because he actually fell in love. Since Dohu doesn't show emotions in the traditional way, he never really conveyed to Juheon that he really did love him and it wasn't just for research. I think that's why Juheon doesn't understand why he is still pursuing him now or at least is very conflicted about it even though at this point everything Dohu is doing and saying is completely telling him his feelings. He's torn between wanting to protect Dohu from his family and protect himself from being used again but he is definitely taking it to a point that he's becoming very unlikable.

    PixieFairyDust May 25, 2026 6:10 pm
    I agree what Dohu did really wasn't that awful, I think Juheon is so bothered by it because he thinks everything between them was completely made up and he feels played because he actually fell in love. Since D... MirderSheWrote

    Yes, you’re absolutely right. It’s such a mess, so many unnecessary misunderstandings that could’ve easily been solved if only was able to read the situation correctly and convey his thoughts and feelings properly and if Juehon wasn’t so god damn stubborn and rigid in his ways being borderline obnoxious but here we are … unfortunately it looks like we still have a long way before this whole thing clears up ╥﹏╥

    PixieFairyDust May 25, 2026 6:11 pm
    Yes, you’re absolutely right. It’s such a mess, so many unnecessary misunderstandings that could’ve easily been solved if only was able to read the situation correctly and convey his thoughts and feelings... PixieFairyDust

    * if only Dohu was able to read the ….