Because s didn't come look for yuta after they got seperated in an accident and cz of that he had to go thru a lot of bs? That's what I understand
I think what the author is trying to portray is Yuta’s conflicting emotions regarding Seunghyun. Seunghyun treated him well. Basically adored him. but he also belonged to and profited from the yakuza syndicate that owned and exploited Yuta’s body. He genuinely trusted Seunghyun but was kind of betrayed when Seunghyun never came back for him. I assume he has genuine feeling feelings for Seunghyun that walk the fine line between love and hate and he doesn’t really know how to reckon with that other than by lashing out at Seunghyun and engaging in self-destructive behavior. The fact that he was taken in by the Kujo clan and placed in a precarious position within the clan doesn’t help. And if you account for his neurological condition, that may also contribute to his psychological state. Basically they both are very conflicted about their feelings for each other. But ch.45 is when Seunghyun is finally blatant and overt about his feeling. Yuta is apprehensive but I’m uncertain of the reason. He doesn’t have much to lose right now considering the fact he has basically accepted death and isn’t actively seeking to leave. Like what’s the worse that could happen if he accepts Seunghyun yk?
Wow, thank you so much for this!! I think i have a netter understanding now. Man.. i just wish them happiness 1000X
You guyss, i completely lost the plot now. what i understand so far till the latest chapter, seunghyun met yuta early in the story, they had to seperate. S was supposed to meet Y again but they didnt. Yuta stuck in a messed up syndicate/has an illness. Question is... Why id yuta portrayed to be hate seunghyun? Or does he actually not hate him.