You’re not sick. I think all the loss you’ve experienced is catching up to you, especially after losing your dad and aunt. It’s normal to fear losing your mom too. But if these thoughts keep overwhelming you, talking to a therapist could really help.
No you are not. Maybe the emotions suddenly overflowed after bottling them up for so long. Find someone you can trust/close with whom you know could also listen whenever you want to share things to avoid suppressing your thoughts, it might help!! You were grieving, what you felt is valid. Maybe those experiences also made you become more appreciative of people around you, and it's a great thing to cherish them :) consented hugs, babe
Thanks for replying, I didnt actually expect people to care (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Thanks for being my therapist for a day (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ )
Am I sick or what, cause its 3am and after I finished reading this I was planning to sleep, but after closing my eyes, I suddenly started bawling my eyes out, imagining scenarios where my mom died. I even imagined myself telling her how much I appreciate her efforts and the sacrifices she makes for me and my siblings. Maybe it's the trauma from having my dad pass away(it's been a year already) then my aunt died too just this year, so imagining my mom disappearing really makes my heart ache. Is this a sign to get a therapist. (༎ ෴ ༎)