yes i was thinking of this obviously i wont be like dissing a any type of manwha or show for having rape in it because it does exist but there is a difference between existing and existing while romantizing it, when creators do that it feels like they aren’t making rape as bad as it seems of it and i hate when they try and form the relationship out of the rape that was going on and dosent have any development that dosent involve rape if that makes sense
Yes definitely! This just feels like the artists has a rape and ntr kink basically, and it shows with how they portrayed their relationship. I don’t like how rape is prevalent in bl, just like everybody else, but at least other stories that start with rape have other things that connect the two leads, other than the rape and drugs. Like, the ending just seemed like the author remembered they were technically serialized and had to make an actual relationship between the two before the story ended so they hamfisted it in(no pun intended lol). Like again, if they made an ending where the top or bottom died or something, I think I would be able to get behind it more lol. Like, have the balls to do it. I dare you. Prove to me you’re willing to commit to making this story as fucked up as possible. However the ending we got was just annoying as fuck. Like, I got so pissed when the story really ended with the top saying he was paying back the guy he killed by letting the bottom meet his grave basically. I’m like shut the fuck up. This isn’t the bittersweet ending you think it is. It’s just the laziest way you could’ve wrapped the story up.
Yeah, like there’s no closure and it just seems like the author wanted a “ooh~ look at this dark and bittersweet ending guys, but at least they’re together” like stfu. It was so poorly executed and just made me angry all over again. The fact that i could see where they were trying to go with it, but they were too busy trying to cram the last of their kinks in to actually execute it correctly.
Also, I just hate the male lead so much( and the fact that he doesn’t have even an ounce of character development and just remains the fucking ass of a characters shows all I need to know about this story. The only thing close to character development was a downward spiral that can’t even be labeled as development. It was just the mind break tag you see on every shitty hentai out there but amplified a hundred fold.
Again. I would be fine if the author would just outright admit this was just meant to be gooner shit full of their kinks, rather than try to package this as an actual “psychological” story or god forbid an actual romance. Like, readers aren’t stupid. Commit to one or the other, because this shit just pisses me off.

nothing i hate more thing over romantizing rape in every single sex scene like holy we’ve seen like i dono 1 or 2 actual consensual sex scenes and the rest are just rape rape rape LIKE PLEASE this would be such a better story if it there wasn’t so much rape or if he didn’t fucking enjoy the rape and could’ve been something that he hated or smt or to see like a fucking rape scene where he’s acting like himself and not like the those porn stars