siwon is going to bully yeonwoo like crazy, he even calls him a slut in front of all classmates. Yeonwoo doesn't back down easily tho, he fights w all his might, using Jaeyoung, but decides to leave youngjin out of it because he was the only one who truly cared about him. the bullying happens because seonwoo doesnt accept siwon's apology and says that he hates him along w a lot more hurtful stuff regarding siwon's past. that's the exact moment siwon decides that if yeonwoo is going to be hate him anyway, he should do something worthy of the hate. pt 1
pt2. so thus begins a horrendous period of bullying, assault, truly trashy behaviour from siwon and other classmates, yeonwoo's mental health goes into complete shambles, he is severely depressed to the point of dying. siwon doesnt want to treat yeonwoo bad, so he switches up from acting like a bully to being gentle again because of the incessant bullying by classmates it takes a lot of mental toll on yeonwoo who even gets panic attacks and then siwon beats up everyone who tried to mess with Yeonwoo. He still comes by to yeonwoo;s place and asks him continuously to make things like before because he genuinely cannot live without him. Siwon's love for Yeonwoo transcends everything; although it may have started from lustful thoughts, he has developed obsessive and genuine feelings. These two keep clashing and saying hurtful things to each other till a point where a fight between them ensues where yeonwoo asks siwon to just kill him with his own hands. this is the turning point where siwon realises that he has broken yeonwoo beyond repair. siwon very reluctantly lets yeonwoo go, "if by letting you go, you'll want to live, then i'll leave you alone."
once siwon leaves yeonwoo, he gradually gets better, he starts running and even his complexion gets better. not the same can be said about siwon, he develops terrible insomnia but keeps his promise of not interacting with yeonwoo. youngjin and seonwoo start hanging out like friends and yeonwoo decides to blend in w all his friends but he somehow feels as if he doesnt belong there. ofc there are several times he truly misses siwon but nothing can be done about that. there's this one character who will get introduced during yeonwoo bullying arc and he;s somewhat important but ill not spoilt that. entrance exams are around the corner so yeonwoo starts studying diligently but siwon ends up coming to yeownoo;s house in a daze at night suddenly, and falls asleep on the bed. yeonwoo calls jaeyoung and he explains that siwon is unable to sleep without heavy medication and takes him away from yeonwoo;s house. yeonwoo keeps on getting worried and the same cycle repeats but this type yeonwoo doesnt call jaeyoung and just lets him sleep at his, telling siwon that he missed him a lot too. pt 3 (if yall wanna know more lmk!!)
unfortunately you're completely right, he bullies Yeonwoo really badly even sexual assault, i truly hated siwon during that time. he forces himself on yeonwoo in the school bathroom and yeonwoo feels so disgusted because he felt pleasure from someone who has humiliated him, thats where his mental health starts declining :( even the classmates spit at yeonwoo calling him homo trash it was heart breaking
yeah, which is pretty bad because even after all this, he decides to forgive siwon and they start a relationship. ofc, siwon is completely possessive and obsessive throughout. he forbids yeonwoo from everything (in college). after all this hardship and we get a very raw authentic Siwon's perspective, which explains (but doesn't excuse) his actions, that's one of the best chapters because it shows how much Seonwoo means to him and his feelings are raw, primal, like it's basically complete devotion to Seonwoo. Seonwoo loves Siwon as well but he's comparatively normal; he's a pushover and lets siwon get away with everything. But then the most BULLSHIT THING EVER is after all this pain and harsdship that seonwoo endured they introduce an AMNESIA ARC where Siwon loses 3 years of memory brahhh, he only remembers Yeonwoo from the time Kim Shinju beat him up. it pissed me off so badddddddddd!!! man they could've just ended the story about them going to college but alas! morw drama
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OMG WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL IS THIS????
Thank you so much for taking the time to give us so many spoilers, the novel definely sounds like a tough read. Idk if the manhwa will follow the original plot, so I'll let it marinate until it ends to see If I can keep reading it, cuz so far it looks like I'll drop it cuz the ml did so many bad things to the mc (unforgivable stuff btw) and he still forgives him after all that? Nah, that's enought, I like some toxic story, but I have my limits lol

lemme know if yall want spoiler it goes really downhill tho guys, i read the novel