Well basically Tae will forcefully follow Xinlu since his brother was used as a hostage. He kinda like scream to Ilay but bcus of the motorcycle engine sound Ilay didn’t heard it. Ilay though Tae chooses Xinlu and want to run away soo he is pissed. Fast forward. Tae ACTUALLY wanted to return to Ilay even after everyone told him not to. Ilay found him and thought he wanted to run away again. Tae had to go to a forcefully intercorse and wasn’t able to explain it since Ilay showed his glove into his mouth. It’s very heart breaking to read in the novel bcus you can hear Tae’s thoughts ☹☹☹

The last time we see them so inlove. I pray for all the Ilay stans to defend this man