It’s been such a long time since I read this so I don’t really remember. What did she do to him?
left him to his abusive father and when they met again she doesn't want to take the blame for leaving him (saying "your father said you don't want to meet me", which is stupid of her if she truly believed that, probably just her lame excuses)
in addition to that, to make things worse she also said "well why didnt YOU look for me? you never looked for me" as if that was his responsibility as a child who was abandoned
I’m sorry but I swear if he forgives her … like I know it’s his mother but JEEZ BACKBONE PLS??