Does yuta really hate him? Im confused too😔

the abuse yuta went through makes him feel a mix between wanting to love him, or dislike him. yuta feels like seunghyun was able to get away from everything, unharmed, while yuta suffered … as a result, yuta sees him as the same yazuka men who abused him / not as any different, resulting in a mix of different emotions of hate and adoration

Ilysm for thisლ(´ڡ`ლ)