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read the novel up to the end (spoilers)

creamcham May 29, 2026 1:35 pm

this novel sucks. lol. it's a shitshow for like 160+ chapters. yujin pretends to be pregnant for a while despite being deemed medically infertile due to a car accident he got into in the past. he uses this to bide time and eventually uses the excuse of a visit to the mall and escapes to an acquaintance's place (a female police officer who was the only person to ever really be kind to him after he was kicked out). winston finds him yadda yadda digs into his past figures out that yujin had been drugged and only hugged (NOT had sex with. harold is still a nasty pedophilic groomer but he at the very least did not have sex with yujin when everyone thought he did) harold. it was because of some inheritance bs? sorry i was skimming cause it was so bad but it's not relevant tl;dr he did not sleep with harold. angelica is winston's bio daughter to no one's surprise!!!

when winston finds out all of the suffering yujin went through he's like wow ... i'm a piece of trash ... no one should ever hurt you again even me ... and then they get together? and act all lovey dovey? as if yujin wasn't trying to tell him the truth the whole time only for winston to ignore him and only believe yujin after being told the truth by someone else despite being deeply in love when they were younger ??? it's just a whole mess lmfao it doesn't end well at all. winston stays a dick until the end yujin loses all of the spark he had and angelica becomes really attached to her father's abuser after he gives her a bunch of toys (yes. winston is an abuser and a rapist) and then yujin is magically pregnant! all is well and wonderful and this is probably some of the worst slop i've read in my life. "don't like don't read" blah blah blah i wasted my time finishing it off i deserve to leave an opinion

also here's where the novel picks up from where the manwha ends. for some reason they cut out yujin hyperventilating after winston attempts to rape him again https://hyacinthbloom.com/kiss-the-scumbag/kiss-the-scumbag-44/

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    AryaGae May 29, 2026 2:59 pm

    Damn, a few chapters in with all those insults i so wanna drop it, but i held on hoping it gets better. Guess this ain't worth it, thanks for the spoiler! (▰˘◡˘▰)

    Aravis May 29, 2026 4:50 pm

    Yeah I really liked all the other novels but I felt this one the ML was just irredeemable and I didn’t like it very much

    roar May 29, 2026 5:33 pm

    Thank you for this, I'm leaving this shit

    creamcham May 29, 2026 11:10 pm
    Damn, a few chapters in with all those insults i so wanna drop it, but i held on hoping it gets better. Guess this ain't worth it, thanks for the spoiler! (▰˘◡˘▰) AryaGae

    np! i was also reading hoping it got better but it just got more and more frustrating ... no payoff it's just bad all the way through :-(

    rina May 30, 2026 8:56 pm

    thanks for posting this up here. Im dropping this shit

    Whocares May 31, 2026 3:09 am

    bro yujin endin up magically pregnant after it was stressed on how infertile we was was so dumb and there was that part where winston is gravely ill and how no surgery could help and theyre testin out new meds and then he plans to kill himself in front of his mom with drinkin poison so she leaves yujin and angie alone while the house burns down only to then accidentally shoot him with the firearm she was tryin to shoot yujin with youd think that would kill winston since he has this incurable illness the writer just kept pilin on more doodoo

    creamcham May 31, 2026 8:21 am
    bro yujin endin up magically pregnant after it was stressed on how infertile we was was so dumb and there was that part where winston is gravely ill and how no surgery could help and theyre testin out new meds ... Whocares

    IM CRYINGGG I COULDNT EVEN READ THAT FAR CAUSE IT PISSED ME OFF SO BADDD

    AryaGae May 31, 2026 9:46 am
    bro yujin endin up magically pregnant after it was stressed on how infertile we was was so dumb and there was that part where winston is gravely ill and how no surgery could help and theyre testin out new meds ... Whocares

    That's crazy! LOL

    I LOVE UKES May 31, 2026 7:34 pm

    Almost all zig's novel are kinda empty... I must say, she does create good concept but her writing is rushed when it's something important, then going in circle in the middle for some drama as if she just want to fill the word count, yeah even the other if you can series. Her glazers novel reader will say the story is peak.. yeah I do agree, her whole if you can universe is actually so creative, but her writing left something like "seriously, why is it like this? Why forgetting the core from the main problem and then quickly brush it off" her conclusion of the conflict always feel so lacking.

    Arem June 1, 2026 7:23 am

    Thanks for this. I wanted to read the novel because I really love the "if you can" series. I'm gonna give up thinking this will also be wholesome like Chase' and Grayson's even though they're in the same universe. But I guess Winston will never be redeemed ( ̄∇ ̄")