Its not abt being petite little bottom bc no one said he is??? Its abt the impact of constant grape/sexual assaults and isolation. He said “I will never get used to this gay shit” so obviously his sexual preference is allegedly straight and to be constantly violated like that on daily basis is harmful to his mental state. Also its strange that yall think if he’s a ‘power’ bottom and a professional assassin he cant be mentally impacted like soldiers wont suffer from ptsd after they came back from war *shrug

It will forever BEYOND me that TJ didnt even think about committing suicide after all those shits he had to endure