Tf moment i have with this manga

I swear I'm going to hell for enjoying it even more it's so messed up seme butler if he wanted he could have not traumatized uke yet he did he let him get raped by old man for benefit his monopolizsation is disgusting to core wife is so strong she wanted to help uke and this mf seme is reason everything is wrong with their life at least they burn down house wish that caretaker hadn't help seme he didn't deserve to be left alive i m so sad and angry even more that uke lodge for him just let him die bro ..... please i just hope these two brothers live happy life together in city ... No relationship just siblings healing time , uke see seme as father figure so as he wanted to depend on someone yet he broke that hope please let seme die please !!!