I dont know how to feel

Honestly it wasn’t that bad in the beginning, like it had me hooked but then the pacing was a little off and i didnt really understand the plot. Then towards the end it was all like “i want ti sacrifice myself for you cause i love you, no i want to sacrifice myself for you” over and over and it got so tiring to read the same thing over and over. And the ending sucked and it was rushed as fuck…