coz you make him your world and that's why it's hard to move on + why enter a relationship coz you feel lonely bro that's a redflag for me. this is why many ppl advice before you enter a relationship you need to love yourself first, see the beauty of world yourself alone
just think about dining yourself alone out, do you see yourself pathetic coz you are alone eating by yourself or do you see yourself independent, confident, free, dgaf of others, know your self worth and dont need a companion just to fucking eat outside.
learn to love and build yourself first before enter a relationship gurl. men are not worth crying for
Sounds like ur having a tough time bud. Wishing you well. It might feel unfair, but what other people choose to do is beyond your control. They’re autonomous beings afterall. Only things that are within our control is ourselves and our outlook. I hope you can be kinder to yourself and find solace in not another person, but yourself.

Why is it that he gets to just leave me . He's so happy now I'm just here, stuck, unable to move on. He has so many friends and I'm just so lonely. Coffee doesn't take your tiredness away , it just let's it come back later stronger and more powerful . In a way he was my coffee keeping the pain aside, and when he left , i was just so lonely and I still am. All the men in my life leave me and I wonder , am I the reason?