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ah right maybe i'm just not the target audience. i dont like romance story that is too focused on romance part. i prefer if story have plot balance with other stuff. meanwhile the middle part of story only focus on their relationship so it feel draggy to me. obsessive love in story always been a hit or miss with me.

am i the only one who dont like some part of the story??
ok maybe i read too fast, so it becomes apparent how they drag out the middle too much just like in korean drama. these two keep pushing and pulling going back and forth between well and unwell (mentally). by the hospital scene when he was about to move, i think their obsession with each other began to get ridiculous. either that or i just think author cant convince me anymore.
dont get me wrong, it is possible for this to happen irl (san the dream power part). but author cant convince me why those dragging out part are necessary, why is it necessary to make them so broken except, well to make some drama.
the beginning part about the bullying was great, the use of dream power is so interesting. the enemies to friends part are so touching, the romance part start to get ridiculous.
tbh i also want to criticize jeongmin (i hope i dont misspel) for some of her judgements, but for fck sake she was only 18 (prolly 17 in international standard) and mentally unwell to booth. so i will only criticize author to make her character developmemt nonexistent, like girl has friends already, home looking better, initially she has a bit more spunk in the beginning... tho i think of it she has always been love brained (example her first crush), so i wished she would grow mentally and became the mature one in the relationship but nope, she kept enabling siyun she was as much toxic as siyun (maybe it was intended to be that way, they were both toxic to each other). so siyun's dad saying siyun should kept seeing her?? that's NOT a cool messege to tell readers that toxic relationship is ok bc two people are too much in love, irl love wont solve all relationship problem. i hope a teen who havent seen world much or someone in toxic relationship wont read this.
also, it is a bit weird that siyun was the one who look mentally so unwell yet he started to change by himself and choose to leave this toxic relationship (seeing psychiatrist do wonder). no one can convince me it is bc of jeongmin, jeongming is the reason but siyun muster up all that motivation by himself. i know how it is to be mentally unwell. and i just see siyun wake up one day seeing himself as monster and wanted to change. so relatable. ok jeongming is probably the mirror and moral compass and the bait or hook, but it will be for nothing if siyun didnt decide and motivated himself. for all this development i see jeongmin as quite passive party. (also i want to give gold medal to his ex crush. he is the true angel.)
but then they choose to be back tgt just feel like invalidating siyun's journey to recovery. i mean they can break up a bit, put some distance then get back tgt later if they want. keep seeing each other isnt the best option. AGAIN this isnt a good moral story. just saying, ok maybe it never intended to be but anyone not in the right mind reading this might get their world view skewed.
so i say what i said.
i'm still reading bc i already invested my time and it feel too late to back down now. i am still curious about how this end anyway. and the beginning is good, so i think i have still sentiment from that time