I know this probably isn’t the right time but I lowkey wouldn’t mind dying as long as ...

I feel you have become under the influence of whatever spell is on all the other women that fall in love with Kay. I don't blame you though, he is a sight for sore eyes
But honestly, I don't understand why all these women flock to Kay like moths to a flame. I just find it strange. Sure, it's probably just a characteristic the author gave Kay, but it does bother me