In case it's hard to read:

Let's throw the ring away. (crossed out)

I don't know. Why I did it, what that pile of emotions triggered at that moment was..

Really?

You don't know?

The truth is, you know.

You've observed and studied the human heart for so long,

You've lived with yourself for decades, how could you not know?

The truth is, in my deepest self, without me knowing everything—

Stop.

That's enough for today.