I dont even know if i feel you or not but once i told my parents i like my friend and want to marry her when I grow old, but they always insist that thats not normal and i just like her cause shes my only friend, and now i convinced myself that what i felt was wrong and never confessed. Now she married into a girl whos older than us. She barely talk to me since she moved to US but always considered me as her bestfriend
That was never wrong, u honestly feel me it's js that gulit from the world that makes u leave ur world. You honestly missed the chance and was forced to move on in the wrong path, but stranger u deserve sunshine. I'm not the best w words but I hope u do understand urself more and get that sunshine u were afraid of.
I'm gonna cry after the new ep of "go for it Nakamura" seeing some guy w that name fucking kills me like I relate to him so much but no, Nakamura it's REALLY okay to cry ur a gay person who goes thru the "Yeah he looked better w a girl." phase cuz me 2. I'm sobbing again, I fucking fear how I'm so different being a lesbian And seeing the girl I like and I go "Yeah she looked better with a guy." Fahh