I dont even know if i feel you or not but once i told my parents i like my friend and want to marry her when I grow old, but they always insist that thats not normal and i just like her cause shes my only friend, and now i convinced myself that what i felt was wrong and never confessed. Now she married into a girl whos older than us. She barely talk to me since she moved to US but always considered me as her bestfriend
That was never wrong, u honestly feel me it's js that gulit from the world that makes u leave ur world. You honestly missed the chance and was forced to move on in the wrong path, but stranger u deserve sunshine. I'm not the best w words but I hope u do understand urself more and get that sunshine u were afraid of.
Im sorry if this is offending but I felt great knowing that somewhere out there theres also someone who feel the same pain im feeling. Makes me feel like im not alone. So thanks
Not offending at all, No problem I feel the same way loll
I'm gonna cry after the new ep of "go for it Nakamura" seeing some guy w that name fucking kills me like I relate to him so much but no, Nakamura it's REALLY okay to cry ur a gay person who goes thru the "Yeah he looked better w a girl." phase cuz me 2. I'm sobbing again, I fucking fear how I'm so different being a lesbian And seeing the girl I like and I go "Yeah she looked better with a guy." Fahh