Idk if he did it but guy's defo drowning in it https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/urekko_mangaka_x_utsubyou_mangaka/
ml might seem a little toxic at the start but I promise he isn't
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_trace_of_the_wonder/
Hiii, i think this could be on theme for what you're looking for
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/death_delayed_for_a_short_time_because_of_the_will/

I asked this like a few months ago but I wanna ask again so I copied it..
Idk if this is far fetched but I REALLY want a uke who is like.. really really like.. depressed.l and I want the top to be hella green flag. But I also want the uke to like...commit at the end even though they were in a happy relationship. No abuse in the relationship i just want the uke to be really like...lost in himself. Sm1 draw this please