welp our boy is suicidal is that the reason why he was not "allowed" to leave his house be...

welp our boy is suicidal is that the reason why he was not "allowed" to leave his house before and there's the connection to the hospital too am i remembering this correctly? I might have to reread the beginning again to see but I was expecting something like that hmm something else was going on with him before the zombie apocalypse started and I don't think he's as innocent as he looks either