I get u. I'm actually pissed bcs he had to degrade himself in order to not lose the person who made him feel loved again. Then the whole thing was js thrown out and replaced by smut like wtf. And what the ml did isn't even getting brought up. I like ss1 but the ending was js so out of character. And ss2 is js filled with smut. Their issues together + the communication they actually need doesn't seem like it's gonna get brought up.
EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING THROUGHOUT THE READING!! Like, I got so pissed off on how they js solved it with ""...
Cuz genuinely, I really wanted MC to tell him shit, and ML to actually do sumt abt his actions.. THEY WERE DOING JS FINE!! I was legit hoping that MC could tell ML that the thing that he wanted to talk about was the shaman stuff!!! So that ML will understand and stuff...
But no. All the NECESSARY and NEEEEDDEEDDD comms and actions js had to go out of the fucking window to the sky to the HEAVENS ABOVE!! And only to have it replaced with some sloppy assed smut that goes "fwop squelch squirt!!"•ࡇ••ࡇ••ࡇ••ࡇ• genuinely sucks.

Bro, so top wont do anything abt the fact that he raped him? Im currently in chap 32, and M genuinely pissed off.
MC had to relive that hell hole again, and im actually super pissed off. Wtf.