Noo don't give up it's so good, even though after ch 53 things aren't good.... I just reread it again today, it's my favorite. Though I would recommend you read the fujoshi translation not the official one, even though it's not the most correct you'll realise why if you do
first time reading this & tbh it’s trashier than i expected, though we’re 53 ch’s deep i’m willing to see how this plays out