god i love this so much but i swear whenever i read a new chapter its like getting hit by ...

god i love this so much but i swear whenever i read a new chapter its like getting hit by a truck over and over again. topics revolving around life death and grief always always get to me. and then my thoughts spiral all over the place. and like, this story is just so calm, so peaceful in a way how to explain and they are just so familiar to me, so so precious. this is ruining my life