He was begging for forgiveness out loud but also thinking twisted shit in his head like "it would've been better if he went into heat" during the rape.
"He lost control" No, the guy made a conscious choice way before the rape happened, giving Juhyeok the condition that he will have to go all the way if he wants him to help him. Which is already coercion, that is not consensual. That's already sexual assualt.
Juhyeok is practically fighting him with tears in his eyes to stop during the rape scene, but suah continues because he feels like it and is angry that some other alpha may have touched his possession. Bro wasn't even under the influence of pheromones in that chapter. And even if he was that is not an excuse and does not justify rape. Everything he did was rape. You can take back consent at any time. If you are not giving a complete and genuine yes the entire time, then that is sexual assault

yall out here calling suah a rapist when he is literally a saint compared to half the alphas in this genre but ok go off i guess also i was drinking coffee while typing this n forgot it was hot so i took a full sip n now my tongue is dead like i cant feel a single taste bud rn my whole mouth is peeling i think this is a sign from god that no matter what i say yall wont get it so he took my ability to taste as punishment