as someone who has c-ptsd and other issues, i keep dwelling on the contents of this story, and how something you think was minor, ended up affecting his entire life, and the lives of others, without even realizing it. Feeling like he had to find the one person who made him feel alive, and then when finding her resenting her for not being what he dreamed. theres a lot of issues that punpun has i couldve never even imagined.. as i am not a man, and some of these issues i feel he deals with are a systemic issue with men, idealizing women, seeing them not as people but as parts.. and how porn, makes men vision this certain type of female. that isnt even real. but also how punpun sees himself, and how by the actions and decisions he makes that he doesnt feel good about changes the image of how he sees/feels about himself. i could write a college thesis about this story to be honest... It's definitely one of the best psychological stories ive read.
as someone who has c-ptsd and other issues, i keep dwelling on the contents of this story, and how something you think was minor, ended up affecting his entire life, and the lives of others, without even realizing it. Feeling like he had to find the one person who made him feel alive, and then when finding her resenting her for not being what he dreamed. theres a lot of issues that punpun has i couldve never even imagined.. as i am not a man, and some of these issues i feel he deals with are a systemic issue with men, idealizing women, seeing them not as people but as parts.. and how porn, makes men vision this certain type of female. that isnt even real. but also how punpun sees himself, and how by the actions and decisions he makes that he doesnt feel good about changes the image of how he sees/feels about himself. i could write a college thesis about this story to be honest... It's definitely one of the best psychological stories ive read.