Great story… kinda. Overall I remain dissatisfied with a lot of things. Phenomenal things about the story are the buildup and growth cirrus and Skylar go through as the story progresses. Their chemistry was fucking amazing. Their kiss scenes were STEAMY! Asf. Rushed ending with a lot of unresolved issues just left to go on which was very fucking irritating. Ironically cirrus and Skylar are the main characters of this story but its only Skylar who got proper resolutions and a full circle moment through the story. While I’m just supposed to be satisfied that cirrus deadbeat useless fucking cunt of a father didn’t send him out of the country and got him an apartment and paid for his schooling which are all his fucking responsibilities as a fucking father.
Greatest gripe, y make the father such a prominent character in the story while giving us absolutely no resolution to the fuckshit he did to cirrus. Like there’s lvls to how fucking deranged that bastard is. Let’s go from the top; 1.) Said he wished his grieving child was dead instead of his wife. While I understand that he himself and was also grieving and was coming to the glaring realization that he was incompetent as a father and could not handle his child who was also grieving the loss of his mother himself btw, by himself that is a fucked up thing to say and to not even try to resolve it after seeing that said child had witnessed his saying he wished he was the one that died not only cements how much a shit person he really truly is. A simple sorry even if he didn’t mean it would’ve gone a long fucking way to sorting shit but nah. He buried that shit lol. 2.) without properly discussing it with his child and imma add a caveat here that yes u do owe it to a fucking to have a honest conversation wen ure bringing wat for all intents and purposes is a replacement mother for him and then proceeding to abandon him in her hands. A woman that was very clearly delusional about her ability to raise a child that just experienced loss and was seeking guidance from the adults in his life and to add further insult to injury removing the one adult in his life that was actually taking care of him and gave a fuck about him and his wellbeing bcoz ur “wife” didn’t like how ur child that SHE rejected refused to embrace her or her authority. 2+.) further to this, ur child was sexually abused by another adult he’s unfortunately placed his trust in and once again his deadbeat father does nothing to help him or his mental health and leaves the responsibility of sorting it to his cunt of a wife that’s so self absorbed she doesn’t even try to help him in any substantial way either. That flashback fucked me up truly. Like a child peeing himself as a fear response is wats important here wtf. Like ur embarrassment is oh so fucking important and NOT THAT UR CHILD GOT HARMED ONCE AGAIN BCOZ OF UR GROSS NEGLIGENCE AGAIN WTAF. 3.) the abuse. Everything ive mentioned above is abuse but when it moved from emotional to physical was wat took the cake for me. 4.) and wat really sealed the fact for me that he’s a degenerate reprobate with no redeeming qualities in anyway watsover is him fucking his wife on his sons bed in his sons room on the death anniversary of the mother of his child and then not only beating him to shit for putting his hands on his wife which cirrus did deserve some punishment for but further insulting him by making him apologize to that fucking cunt after he’d revealed to him that he knew that he’d went out of his way to FUCK HIS WIFE IN HIS CHILDS BED ON THE DEATH ANNIVERSARY OF HIS CHILDS MOTHER. I was absolutely sick to my fucking stomach and ong that woman is lucky Cirrus didn’t kill her coz I would’ve. And I would’ve relished bathing in her blood. This particular instance was especially infuriating for me coz of the smugness with which the wife responded to cirrus when confronted. Like are u out of ur fucking mind. First of all u are a grown woman aiding the childish behavior of ur cunt of husband and blaming yawls maladjusted actions on a disturbed child yawl done nothing to help and stating that YAWL FUCKED ON HIS BED IN HIS ROOM THAT YAWL KNEW HE HAD A CAMERA IN is his fault???? Again im being so real wen i say this no one would get me off her till the life had left her body and i dgaf wat happens to me after. It’s his father having the audacity to act like cirrus became the deranged fucker he is by himself like he isn’t the one that single-handedly molded him into wat he grew up into. The audacity to act like cirrus is the problem with him being the innocent party in it. Like he wasn’t so self absorbed and self righteous and self serving that he BLAMED A CHILD HE DECIDED TO BRING INTO THIS WORLD THAT NO ONE FORCED HIM TO HAVE FOR HIS MISERY AND DISSATISFACTION AND UNHAPPINESS. So no actually I can never live and let live with this shit and tbh I’m glad that despite cirrus knowing the consequences of his actions he never let it stop him from doing shit or going after wat he wants. And every caveat that his father granted him is not a sign of growth or anything of the sort but the guilt he lives with knowing how much of a disappointment and piece of fucking dogshit he is and I hope he and his wife live together in misery for the rest of their lives!
Great story… kinda. Overall I remain dissatisfied with a lot of things. Phenomenal things about the story are the buildup and growth cirrus and Skylar go through as the story progresses. Their chemistry was fucking amazing. Their kiss scenes were STEAMY! Asf. Rushed ending with a lot of unresolved issues just left to go on which was very fucking irritating. Ironically cirrus and Skylar are the main characters of this story but its only Skylar who got proper resolutions and a full circle moment through the story. While I’m just supposed to be satisfied that cirrus deadbeat useless fucking cunt of a father didn’t send him out of the country and got him an apartment and paid for his schooling which are all his fucking responsibilities as a fucking father.
Greatest gripe, y make the father such a prominent character in the story while giving us absolutely no resolution to the fuckshit he did to cirrus. Like there’s lvls to how fucking deranged that bastard is. Let’s go from the top;
1.) Said he wished his grieving child was dead instead of his wife. While I understand that he himself and was also grieving and was coming to the glaring realization that he was incompetent as a father and could not handle his child who was also grieving the loss of his mother himself btw, by himself that is a fucked up thing to say and to not even try to resolve it after seeing that said child had witnessed his saying he wished he was the one that died not only cements how much a shit person he really truly is. A simple sorry even if he didn’t mean it would’ve gone a long fucking way to sorting shit but nah. He buried that shit lol.
2.) without properly discussing it with his child and imma add a caveat here that yes u do owe it to a fucking to have a honest conversation wen ure bringing wat for all intents and purposes is a replacement mother for him and then proceeding to abandon him in her hands. A woman that was very clearly delusional about her ability to raise a child that just experienced loss and was seeking guidance from the adults in his life and to add further insult to injury removing the one adult in his life that was actually taking care of him and gave a fuck about him and his wellbeing bcoz ur “wife” didn’t like how ur child that SHE rejected refused to embrace her or her authority.
2+.) further to this, ur child was sexually abused by another adult he’s unfortunately placed his trust in and once again his deadbeat father does nothing to help him or his mental health and leaves the responsibility of sorting it to his cunt of a wife that’s so self absorbed she doesn’t even try to help him in any substantial way either. That flashback fucked me up truly. Like a child peeing himself as a fear response is wats important here wtf. Like ur embarrassment is oh so fucking important and NOT THAT UR CHILD GOT HARMED ONCE AGAIN BCOZ OF UR GROSS NEGLIGENCE AGAIN WTAF.
3.) the abuse. Everything ive mentioned above is abuse but when it moved from emotional to physical was wat took the cake for me.
4.) and wat really sealed the fact for me that he’s a degenerate reprobate with no redeeming qualities in anyway watsover is him fucking his wife on his sons bed in his sons room on the death anniversary of the mother of his child and then not only beating him to shit for putting his hands on his wife which cirrus did deserve some punishment for but further insulting him by making him apologize to that fucking cunt after he’d revealed to him that he knew that he’d went out of his way to FUCK HIS WIFE IN HIS CHILDS BED ON THE DEATH ANNIVERSARY OF HIS CHILDS MOTHER. I was absolutely sick to my fucking stomach and ong that woman is lucky Cirrus didn’t kill her coz I would’ve. And I would’ve relished bathing in her blood. This particular instance was especially infuriating for me coz of the smugness with which the wife responded to cirrus when confronted. Like are u out of ur fucking mind. First of all u are a grown woman aiding the childish behavior of ur cunt of husband and blaming yawls maladjusted actions on a disturbed child yawl done nothing to help and stating that YAWL FUCKED ON HIS BED IN HIS ROOM THAT YAWL KNEW HE HAD A CAMERA IN is his fault???? Again im being so real wen i say this no one would get me off her till the life had left her body and i dgaf wat happens to me after.
It’s his father having the audacity to act like cirrus became the deranged fucker he is by himself like he isn’t the one that single-handedly molded him into wat he grew up into. The audacity to act like cirrus is the problem with him being the innocent party in it. Like he wasn’t so self absorbed and self righteous and self serving that he BLAMED A CHILD HE DECIDED TO BRING INTO THIS WORLD THAT NO ONE FORCED HIM TO HAVE FOR HIS MISERY AND DISSATISFACTION AND UNHAPPINESS.
So no actually I can never live and let live with this shit and tbh I’m glad that despite cirrus knowing the consequences of his actions he never let it stop him from doing shit or going after wat he wants. And every caveat that his father granted him is not a sign of growth or anything of the sort but the guilt he lives with knowing how much of a disappointment and piece of fucking dogshit he is and I hope he and his wife live together in misery for the rest of their lives!