So maybe someone wondering like me had I never read the novel, "how could J forget Sayoung...

So maybe someone wondering like me had I never read the novel, "how could J forget Sayoung?" just want to let u know that in those 8 years he lost in the rift he suffered unimaginable things his body erased those memories. So the fact that he still remembers the bits of that boy, Sayoung, or even himself, is incredible