I totally get you. I binged the whole novel when I started this bc of the two. I love their dynamic especially when mild spoiler
the other team members join in. we wont be getting any steamy moments from them till almost near the end of the story but their interaction is just immaculate. Its very similar to getting breadcrumbs tbh but you wont really feel empty since the plot is just that great

This is slowly starting to become one of my top favs lmao already so enamoured by the dynamic of the two and the mystery/personality of the ml in both his sane and insane state
I cant explain why I like the dynamic but I guess its mostly cuz I've been reading too much manhwas of instant sex and constant disagreements and basically the common korean story writing for the r-rated yaoi lol