ch 72 makes me feel so sad for dohun. the author's way of showing dohuns desire for control being born with his mother is so good. I can't help but feel for that lil kid who just wanted to feel loved. I also really like how you can link pretty much every single one of dohun's actions to something someone else taught him. it's nice to reread and see dohun copy-paste action.
but yuwon is so interesting in this chapter as well. yuwon is going to keep running to save people, to take their place as a punching bag. at the playground, highschool or work. if he were to get away from the situation, someone else would take his place, which keeps him trapped to the spot bc he doesn't want anyone to get hurt bc of him.
and despite dohun loving that aspect of yuwon who runs to save others (to save *him*). he also can't stand not being able to help. yuwon who hides his injuries and crumbled uniform, who tells dohun not to interfere when he's getting harassed and bullied, who feels hurt when adults talk harshly to dohun. i can feel his frustration with that sacrificing nature of yuwon. I can also feel his frustration with himself who is so useless next to yuwon's suffering. he doesn't want to be another burden to yuwon's life. in fact, he wants to be useful. I can even see why he would think of killing yuwon's worries lol
ch 72 makes me feel so sad for dohun. the author's way of showing dohuns desire for control being born with his mother is so good. I can't help but feel for that lil kid who just wanted to feel loved. I also really like how you can link pretty much every single one of dohun's actions to something someone else taught him. it's nice to reread and see dohun copy-paste action.
but yuwon is so interesting in this chapter as well. yuwon is going to keep running to save people, to take their place as a punching bag. at the playground, highschool or work. if he were to get away from the situation, someone else would take his place, which keeps him trapped to the spot bc he doesn't want anyone to get hurt bc of him.
and despite dohun loving that aspect of yuwon who runs to save others (to save *him*). he also can't stand not being able to help. yuwon who hides his injuries and crumbled uniform, who tells dohun not to interfere when he's getting harassed and bullied, who feels hurt when adults talk harshly to dohun. i can feel his frustration with that sacrificing nature of yuwon. I can also feel his frustration with himself who is so useless next to yuwon's suffering. he doesn't want to be another burden to yuwon's life. in fact, he wants to be useful. I can even see why he would think of killing yuwon's worries lol