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I’m barely on ch4 so maybe it’s too early to say anything but I don’t understand how...

Yes June 23, 2026 4:13 am

I’m barely on ch4 so maybe it’s too early to say anything but I don’t understand how dying is his wish ? Like it’s not a genuine want and more like initial premise right?
I mean he actively defends himself, impatient to die but doges when the girl attacks him; so he’s reacts reflexively instead of letting it happen and asks to be left alone because he feels it’d be a waste for someone he doesn’t think can kill him attack him? So he’s selective right? And he’s more just lost than actually wanting to die?

Responses
    Ani July 5, 2026 9:00 pm

    Dying in the hands of others is different from wanting to die.

    Ani July 5, 2026 9:24 pm
    Dying in the hands of others is different from wanting to die. Ani

    Nvm I just started reading, he's immortal it's nuisance to get sliced alot more like a waste of time.

    exmachinagirl July 19, 2026 5:28 am

    Keep reading, has smt to do w his past