I’m barely on ch4 so maybe it’s too early to say anything but I don’t understand how dying is his wish ? Like it’s not a genuine want and more like initial premise right? I mean he actively defends himself, impatient to die but doges when the girl attacks him; so he’s reacts reflexively instead of letting it happen and asks to be left alone because he feels it’d be a waste for someone he doesn’t think can kill him attack him? So he’s selective right? And he’s more just lost than actually wanting to die?
I’m barely on ch4 so maybe it’s too early to say anything but I don’t understand how dying is his wish ? Like it’s not a genuine want and more like initial premise right?
I mean he actively defends himself, impatient to die but doges when the girl attacks him; so he’s reacts reflexively instead of letting it happen and asks to be left alone because he feels it’d be a waste for someone he doesn’t think can kill him attack him? So he’s selective right? And he’s more just lost than actually wanting to die?