mygod the yearning is so intense, it's like i could taste mokyeon's desperation. the lingering stares, the sad puppy eyes, the thirst for nanjo's affection!!! he wants that man so bad, and it's totally understandable. when he started literally begging nanjo to let him kiss him in the shower scene, i swear i had to put my phone down and take a fucking breath. they kiss so little in the story, but each time nanjo reciprocates my soul ascends. it's emotionally charged, and, in my opinion, hikes up the tension better than any written smut.
and like, mokyeon is so unhinged, turns self-destructive when he gets his heart broken, but he also clearly wants to cherish nanjo, wants to build something lasting with him, would worship him at some altar if that's what it takes. he is deeply infatuated with the guy and he is loud about it.
again, understandable. i'd kill for a nanjo myself. i just hope their situation sorts itself out before nanjo runs out of patience, bless him. gosh, i really thought this was gonna be just another smutty bl for my eyes to feast upon, but i was so wrong.
mygod the yearning is so intense, it's like i could taste mokyeon's desperation. the lingering stares, the sad puppy eyes, the thirst for nanjo's affection!!! he wants that man so bad, and it's totally understandable.
when he started literally begging nanjo to let him kiss him in the shower scene, i swear i had to put my phone down and take a fucking breath. they kiss so little in the story, but each time nanjo reciprocates my soul ascends. it's emotionally charged, and, in my opinion, hikes up the tension better than any written smut.
and like, mokyeon is so unhinged, turns self-destructive when he gets his heart broken, but he also clearly wants to cherish nanjo, wants to build something lasting with him, would worship him at some altar if that's what it takes. he is deeply infatuated with the guy and he is loud about it.
again, understandable. i'd kill for a nanjo myself. i just hope their situation sorts itself out before nanjo runs out of patience, bless him.
gosh, i really thought this was gonna be just another smutty bl for my eyes to feast upon, but i was so wrong.