Nonono, imagine this:
Pilsang finally confess and ML in his ego that he finally make pilsang say it he tells him he doesn't and this was just a game but the reaction form pilsang is completely null. No crying, no angry, just pilsang telling him "yeah, I knew this was too good for someone like me" and he picks everything he wins and leave calmly and them the first thing u said
Ahhh chef kiss
EXACTLY THIS, Pilsang already knows like every time he wants to do something with him his mind goes like that :(
Yeeeeessss!! imagine finally finding someone who loves you just to all be a lie, but deep down you were expecting it. So you don't feel hurt, because that pain, you already know it. Full and completely deception, you feel like you heart is sinking and want to cry but you are so empty that nothing comes out
ML loves him sm I hope he realizes it soon and isn't all up in his head Abt it just being a little game....
Then again, imagine as soon as he realizes his feelings and starts being lovey dovey pilsang runs away thinking it was all a game. Then ML grovels and turns the world upside down slowly becoming more depressed as he reminisces the time they spent together wishing nothing more then just seeing his face.
OR
ML is oblivious of his feelings and when pilsang runs away he thinks he never needed him anyway. But as days pass he begins to realize that he truly love pilsang and as he begins to feel the happiness of being in love the sadness and regret of losing him scars him.
OR
ML realizes his feelings and just before he is about to confess (or vice versa) Pilsangs old boss threatens him once more causing fatal injuries. Scared to hurt ML and ruin his reputation he runs away it that state in which one of two things can happen. First option, ML saw a glimpse of his state and is panicked but can't find him anymore as he wishes to have just confessed his feelings hoping to see him alive. Or second option, he thinks pilsang ran away bc he doesn't want to be with him and he feels betrayed and hurt and by the time he finds out the truth it is too late...